There’s nothing I can say right now that hasn’t been said. And frankly, as a white woman, it isn’t my voice you need to listen to.
To say I am angry is an understatement. I think of those wheel of emotions posters they have in therapist offices that break down emotions beyond just "happy," "sad," or “surprised.”
Filed under “angry” is frustrated and infuriated.
Filed under “disgusted is repelled and horrified.
Filed under “sad” is despairing and grieving.
I find I am all of these at once and simultaneously too numb to understand what those words mean anymore. There are no words for this.
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“Bad men need nothing more to compass their ends, than that good men should look on & do nothing.”
- John Stuart Mill